Wednesday, December 8, 2010

I'm A Living Corps

She's screaming out loud in pain
She's in soo painful condition right now
and she think she's going to die..
but, no one heard that scream
no one take a glance
no one see her bruise and scars
In horrible condition like that, she is always think about God
and ask Him is that life meant to her
is this life that i should live on?
will anybody help me get out from this?
ans so on she ask HIM..
GOD haven't answer. She's waiting for the answer.
and she think about her life, she shouldn't be born at the first place
all which deserve for her is PAIN
in that pain, she remain strong...
and she prayed to HIM to make her strong and protect her...
she prayed to HIM not to let revenge grow inside her..
but, the revenge and hate grown stronger
all she want is free on her own
she wanted to sit by the jetty
wander for the sunset scenery on that horizon
and feel the calm sea breeze
she want peace..
she want nothing but away from them
she want life..without pain..
she exchange evrything just want to be on her own..
she don't care about family
because her family took away the most important thing from her, they took her LOVE
now, she is empty..
she regret and disappointed every single about her family
only 'them' what she have..but, they let her in painful condition right now,
and let her die...not die in another world, but die in living world
she can't have lovers, cuz she is not allowed..
she have nothing..NOTHING..!
by now, her hope is just be strong through it..
even though the hope is just impossible..
now she wait for miracles..
now she is wonder what will happen next..
will she die..
she don't know..

she don't what to do..

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